pain of answered prayer

12.01.2007 - Saturday

Just this Sunday, we had a Medical Mission in our church. Everybody was very thankful for the medical professionals who gave their time to us. And everything was free.

NARS - a story about a group of students taking up Nursing and overcoming their personal problems. Ella[Jennelyn Mercado], the unfortunate in the group, smitten the heart of Liam[Jon Avila], new member of their group; Noel, gay friend of the group, Eunice, a lonely fellow despite the riches she has, and Ate Marissa, a second courser who happen to have marriage problem. I like the movie. It somehow took my attention of what I really like at first. To earn "dollars". But then as I get weak on the paperwork assigned to us, the more I am encouraged to pursue this course. Not because for the determination to go abroad, but to fulfill the forgotten word: SERVICE.

Cheering competition ngayon sa plaza and I don't wanna go there. I'm tired. Thank God our Rizal-fanatic teacher dismissed us early.

Waahhhhh!! Exam na naman next week! And the TRAIL BLAZERS NIGHT in Baguio convention center. And still undecided... But God knows I want to go. But still He has plans. I prayed earnestly to hear some answer. The more days pass, and that day is fast approaching, the answer started to fill my heart with sadness. Money - insufficient. Time - hectic. At isa pa, JR wasn't aloud to come too. And if mom found it too, I'm 100% sure she'll never allow me to go too... :-(

Selwyn Hughes was right. The more we yearn for an answer, the more the answer pierce this hoping heart. It feels like it going to steal that -only- hope. So right now, I'm going to change my prayer. "Dear God, help me accept the answer you are going to give... Help me, please..."

In conclusion, I might not see Philip [Emo? Yayks! Di nya bagay.Be real, men! I like guys who are honest about themselves. Not trying-to-be's]. I guess that would be a great answer to my prayer. And on what I said, I'm hoping he'll never will have a chance to find this blog. Speaking, no communications yet. Aba! Parang ginagantihan ata ako nito ah! Sige, maghintayan kami...

*Eeeiiiii! My lil bro [Dan], is going to be th MC on Kuya Jovan's wedding. Exciting!
*Today is Jez's bday.

December is here but still no spirit of Christmas. I guess my ninong and ninang got sick and forgot it's Christmas. I hope they get well soon.^____~