5 years...

Hindi ko alam kung anong isusumbat

sa tanong na iyong iniwan

pinag-isipang mabuti ang sagot

nang 'di kita masaktan

Niyaya sa bagong pag-ibig

sa sagot ko'y nananabik

handa na kaya ako

sa pag-ibig na inaalok mo?

Masakit mang sabihin

Ngunit ito ang sabi ng damdamin

Hindi kita kayang lokohin

Hindi pa kita kayang mahalin.

Ayaw naman talaga kitang masaktan

O ang puso'y sugatan

Nais ko lang iyong malaman

Sabihin sa 'yo ang katotohanan

Hindi mo siguro alam

Takot lang akong masaktan

Sa damdaming 'di tiyak

Sa ating dalawa ayokong may umiyak

Hayaan mo't darating din

Ang tamang panahon at taong mamahalin

Ayoko munang magsalita sa ngayon

Baka damdamin ko'y magbago 'di maglaon

Umaasa sa iyong pangako

Maghihintay sa inaasahang sagot ko

Sana'y di pa huli ang lahat

Kung kelan handa na't tiyak.

- Zeena Bautista

wAnD'RiNg mind...

Sept. 16, 2007

I'm just wondering of how things happen. As I was visiting my friendster account, I received a friendster request. Oh. My classmate. Upon surfing her space, I saw pictures of her and a guy. Wow! His kinda cute but honestly speaking. If I'm going to use my eyes to tell if they're a match, I'll just sound judgemental... They're not a pair. But yes, they're a couple.

She is not that too beautiful and not that too ugly of course(respectively). Look what feelings can do. I can see that the "cute" guy likes her and she like him too.

I thought in my mind, there must be something that he can only see in her that we cannot see. Only in his eyes is the reason why such a man will love a woman. It's just like God. I'm a big sinner. I would consider myself as a hundred-loaded with sins. But knowing that a Most High, would even recognize me as a child even though i neglect Him all the time. He can see something in me that other people cannot see. He doesn't dwell in unpleasant manners my self projects. The only thing He knows is I AM HIS CHILD and A CHILD IS TO BE LOVED NO MATTER WHO YOU ARE, and what you look like.... and it looks like, i judged my classmate unfairly... sorry Lord....

S h a d o w f e e t

Shadowfeet
Brooke Fraser

Walking,stumbling
on these shadowfeet
toward home
a land that i've never seen
I am changing
less and less asleep
made of different stuff than when i began
and i have sensed it all along
fast approaching is the day

[CHORUS]when the world has fallen out from under me
I'll be found in you,
still standing
when the sky rolls up and mountains fall on their knees
when time and space are through
I'll be found in you
Theres distraction buzzing in my head
saying in the shadows it's easier to stay
but I've heard rumours of true reality
whispers of a well-lit way

[CHORUS]

You make all things new

[CHORUS]

When the world has fallen out from under me
I'll be found in you, still standing
Every fear and accusation under my feet
when time and space are through
I'll be found in you...

DeCiPhErInG mE....

DeCiPhErInG mE
Brooke Fraser

Friend, it's getting late
we should be going
We have sat here beneath these flickering neons for hours.
While I am cracking their code, you are deciphering me
For I am a mystery,
I am a locked room in a tall tower.

Oh can you feel the gravity falling, calling us home?
Oh did you see the stars colliding? Shining just to show, We belong.
We belong.

Your telescope eyes see everything clearly
My vision is blurred
but I know what I heard
Echoing all around.
Well I am telling you and you are deciphering me.
Not such a mystery, not such a faint and far away sound.

Its love, its love that holds us
We will be alright
Its truth, its truth that shows us As we walk in this life.